Clear and Noble Passion

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checkitout, kids. Heres the words to a song i'm working on. I'm finding it really hard to come up with a sound that fits just right, but i'm finally trying. finally.
It has a very very specific meaning to me, all of it is symbolism and all of it means something which is pretty cool. This song is about something that i've been living in for a little more than a decade and how i feel about all that.

uh, anyway..





Where Maidens make decisive nests
in my backyard
Trembling Mare with long black hair
trimed back far
And both these sights strike deeply
deep and golden star
somber settling

Evening trees cornering
Shrieking girls running and always glowing
For Maidens of the Midnight have
Few things to say
But they take my breath away

Dark eyed and moving lips becon
men like me
to come
and see
just how brightly they glow

nightly and
Majesticaly

If you could only see and hear their breath
Lisping simmering on my tongue
Trimming my consistency
Brimming creativity

Noble, promise hips and legs
Ribs and palms and ribbon
A nest hatches after what lays it
Is long long gone

Dear midnight friend so long,
Where have you left me bare and drawn
The dark crisp winds my shirt and shoes
God knows i'll do my best
Run most high and pass the rest
To make it back to one more crest
Where I feel alive
So alive
And never true to me
Never ever true to anything

After you flicker dark away
All that you give me
All that you gave me
Was the bitter dark you left for me
Like a kicked torn present on christmas morning
Mom and dad yellin
My eyes clenched shut, my hands on my mouth
And i scream at you in silence for leaving me in the place I'm in

Didn't you promise me more than this?
god, you were so beautiful... but now you failed






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There and Back

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if not flying cars by now, gosh darnit, why not cool stuff like this?! FUTURE, YO FAIL ME!!!

*shakes fist*








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Nihilism Has Been Lapped

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More for everyone to talk about. Swing your hips to this thing guys! You aint never had reptiles so cool!!

Showbread, baby!

but BEWARE... Raw Rock Kills









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Nomad Eyes

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You made me a Palace with crackers and spit, a grand thing standing tall, and said to me, "Come in, precious, you are cordialy invited to share your life with me in drowning pain. And the best part is, you'll never feel a thing."
You tear me terribly with calling beconing things like drowning, things like this have brought me tears like love some say. She told me my tears taste like the sea, and my eyes gleam like the grey folding sky as her ship sails off the edge of the world. Dragging tattered sails.

And flanked with dolphins playing merrily in the golden sunset water that only people with broken hearts can see she tells me she longs to dive and drink in lungsfull
and drown

and she swears she wont think of me with every passing moment, with every bitter mouthfull she says that she'll look her own way and go not blind.



Much too much pain on the ocean, they say.


I think it's getting crowded out here on the waves












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Sales Rep.

This lady came in to work today, and she mentioned something about having to decide move to Atlanta by monday. We asked why and she started crying. She said her job has put her into a position where she has to decide this thing. She's lived in pittsburgh all her life and now she's being forced to move to keep her job.

You know what i did? ...nothin. I watched her walk out. I stepped to the door and watched her walk away into the midday heat wavering the sidewalk and trees out there on the street. I had an image in my head of me praying with her and jesus touching her real hard core like

and i did nothing.

In my head i was calling her back in the store...


...and I go sour in paper and plankton sand

Gentleman

If i could become...
The servant of all...






there'd be no lower place to fall...




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the CLAW!!

You might want to check out my other site, i think it's LDW2006.blogger.com. It's gonna be all about the trip. so GET TRIPPIN!!